Mindy Lewis's extraordinary memoir explores the inner life of an adolescent girl in contrast with excerpts from hospital records. A vivid first person exploration of life inside a psychiatric hospital and the thirty years afterward, into the aftermath of long-term hospitalization and a young woman's struggle to define herself on her own terms. Named 2003 Book of the Year by the American Journal of Nursing. "Complex, chilling, luminous: not one false step." -Kirkus Reviews

Atria Books, 2002; Washington Square Press Paperback, 2003; 358 pgs.